Tuesday, November 10, 2009

shortdays...longlastingeffects...



life can suck sometimes- ever notice that? like today... i swear all of my teacher's hate me, not only do they give me TONS ( as in 2000 lbs per ton) of homework everynite, on top of my drama hwk of memorizing over 100 lines, but they also make us do things like read The Scarlet Letter, learn trig, explain why the Revolutionary War was NOT a rebellion, and diagram compound complex sentances!! AHH!!! Yes, i know- "You're a complainer!!" you scold, shaking your finger in my face, one hand crumpled into a fist placed tactfully on your hip. A smile flits across my lips " Yeah? Maybe I am. But at the end of the day, I'm going home and forgetting about it anyways- its just school, just grades... you on the other hand, get to go home to your every-thing-in-place home and work to become more important that me. Sucks to be you"


I can just hear you now... " Well, I NEVER in all my borne days... young lady, your insolence is intolerable." But I don't care. You can't hurt me, talk away ppl, keep flapping your jaws, won't hurt me!!




Just Friends. harsh. don't you hate that term?




I love you- then why did you leave me


This hurts me- then why aren't you here


I'll be back- but I need you now!


Empty promises, thats how...




an original poem by moi... okay okay, so I'm not shakespeare, but i try. if you keep reading you'll eventually see more that I write... most of it is depressing, but so is life. Yes, i am a fairly happy person, but the part of me that isn't, comes out in my writing. OBVIOUSLY!


so... well, my school performs cheaper by the dozen next friday *panic mode!* and i get to be a narrator/sister- note this is not the steve martin version as my school is strictly KJV, every hair in place, and 7 FEET FOR JESUS. It's hard being in my school b/c i believe in God, I really do, but I don't know what they're problem is cuz they're God is a heck of a lot different than mine!


My schools absolutes

1. Rock/country/hip-hop/rap/blues/reggae/pop/jazz music is evil

2. KJV is the only incorrupt version of the Bible

3. the knees are never to be shown ( what- are they too sexi??????)

4. Boys hair cannot touch the ear ( What about Jesus... he had long hair!)

5. Dances are wrong and ungodly ( uhhhhh no comment...)

6. No dating until college ( C'mon.......)

7. Yes ma'am, yes sir... nuf said!

8. Holding hands with a boy is immorale, as is kissing. The other thing.... you know the s-- word ( heaven forbid!) is banned. according to them, innocence is the best form of abstinence.

9. Books like Harry Potter are EVIL ( hey! my fave ever!!)

10. Happyness is the best policy


i just saved a stinkbug! oh- for those of you who don't know, i have a saving creatures thing... observe...



here's the butterfly my cat half-ate that i tried to save over the summer... poor thing died after three days *sigh.
more laytah.
-- that grl